The Animal: Shannon Leto
grrlse7en Hey girl! Thank you for your kind words! I think you have every right to be upset about it! Honestly, I would have been devastated. I was sad that he wasn’t at the signing so I can totally understand the way you feel about his absence during your M&G. I felt the exact same way when I saw that he was with Kirstina. I don’t know if he doesn’t understand how important he is to us and the band or if he just doesn’t even care anymore. Makes me sad to say, but that’s how I feel now. I hope that you still had a great time in Vegas though! It was definitely an amazing show! 💖 Mars hugs!
I’ll get over it, tbh. I’m a very understanding person, I just want the truth. Which I’m also accepting that I, as a fan, may never know it. So be it. Private matters are just that…private. I don’t want anyone hurting themselves to entertain me.
I can, however, choose to not wallow in all the drama b/c that toxicity is hard on me. I’ve been a victim of malicious gossip b/c I do know “rock stars” and musicians and have dealt with a LOT of crap just because I have boobs and follow a band. But for me, it’s def not showing support to Shannon by me being negative. I have my thoughts and opinions, but in the end, they matter very little in the scheme of things. He didn’t give up on me when I was in a dark place, so I owe him the same courtesy. (Not saying he’s in a bad place, I don’t know. I’m just speaking in general)
My loyalty will always lie with Shannon. He’s not perfect, but fuck neither am I. I did a lot of bad shit in my life. I am the LAST person who can judge anyone, esp since I don’t have the whole story…just my own experience. I got a little heartache in Vegas, but it in no way ruined my day. Where thoughts go, energy flow…so I choose to flow positive. Great time, great friends…it was fun! And I don’t go to see just Shannon, so it wasn’t like hugely crushing to me. Still had Jared, Tomo, and a great show. I think what breaks my heart the most is how much drama is going on right now…and that’s the last thing anyone should have to deal with.
Thirty Seconds To Mars & “Grrl” Seven
September 19, 2014 - Concord, CA
Thanks for 9 years of amazing memories =)
Jared and Shannon in the desert